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Heart brings peace
with the full moon's grace and insights of the truth...
about change...
with me and my relationships, friendships,
the resistant to some of the experiences I have created.
Lingering and lifting of the fog
about the ending of friendships and how they ended...
within the starlight dance and without warning...
promises of the friendship faded and become empty...
after sharing moments
of intimate intensity, vulnerability and trust.
Things twisted in the breeze with the distance and time...
changing the connection back
to the stardust in the silence.
Frozen in my mind,
feeling uncompleted and unanswered,
yet knowing it is time just to let go.
Just let go...
and accept the unanswered to be.
Allow the friendship to be free.
The friendship wasn't what it was perceived to be...
now like a leaf released,
flying with the wind, released into the void...
like a whisper of the galaxy in the night sky,
with a reminder of the memories
as I gaze upon the night sky and ponders about them.
And like the cycle of life,
perhaps to be reborn with its new promise,
as I still feel their presence wondering.
Other friends starting so quickly and again,
connection for unspoken reasons...
the base seemed strong with the signs...
only to change with the presence of another...
like the first, the perception of the friends.
The controlling aspects of others
and the values of the friendship questioned and pushed aside...
again into the silence as I left quietly,
...respectfully.
I only accepted the choice and excuses.
Changes are the only consistence in life...
related to the uncertainty and unexpected as the way...
A magical dance
of acceptance and allowance is the soul's growth
and appreciation of friendship
with the revealing of the soul within it.
I am still look at the galaxy in the sky...
though it is the galaxy that went silence, not I.
I still sending wishes and good thoughts
as I wonder within the wide open sky of beauty.
When the galaxy lights up the skies
dismissing the silence, speaks with me again...
perhaps the friendship will be revealed to fulfill the soul wondering.
© jenniferhillman2012